Resolutions and more Resolutions

Hey all. Sorry for the pretty long break between the last post and this one. Its just with the blocks and all, been pretty hectic these days. Tomorrow is the final paper!! Im so freaking happy. Whats even better is that theres soccer to look forward to after that! Woots! hahaha. Hope we will all have fun tomorrow and it will be a well-deserved break after the 'mugging' that we all did. haha. Maths tomorrow at 8am! Not used to it since the past 2 days have been afternoon papers and its gonna be 3 hrs. The A lvls there will be 2 papers and they are 3 hours each. That sure is something to look forward to.

Thoughts are in turmoil
academic pursuits unrelenting
Contemplation taking its toll
Character is man's weight in gold

Look into the mirror
what do i see
i see the devil
staring right back at me

Contemplate...

Hey again. Sorry for the hiatus. Seems like i just cant seem to keep to my resolution to update more frequently. Note to self: don't make resolutions that you cant keep. Ok. So basically this past few days have been mostly revision for the block tests which is like only 2 freaking days away. Today i realised that i am really unprepared for it. Don't know how my parents would react if they knew. Disappointed i guess. Guess havent really been concentrating whilst revising due to the innumerable distractions which surround me. haha. Well, cant blame other factors except myself. Shouldering the responsibilty of my own shortcomings. haha.

Recently, i've been contemplating about life ( more than i usually do). It seems that most people cant attain their dreams. Its a fact that the probability of one attaining or fulfilling their actual dream is considerably low. We have to choose the next best thing. It may not exactly be initial dream that one had but its the next best alternative. Also, there will surely come a point in one's life where undesired feelings or thoughts are embedded in one's mind. What seperates the good from the bad is whether one actually acts on that impulse. Remember: Life's short, too short to live it as a bad person

Prolonged contemplation has resulted in indecisiveness

Heaven

Hey again. Looks like i juz cant seem to update on a daily basis. Damn. Today is the end of the 3rd week of the hols. Time is really flying by. Still way way behind in my revison and parents are already pressuring me, expecting good results. To me, i think that parents impose on their children their dreams that they could not fulfill. In other words, they want to live vicariously through their children. They try to fashion little versions of themselves.Find it really frustrating at times. Neways, good luck to all you peeps for the coming block tests. Hope you guys will mug the last week of the hols away and do much better than the previous block test =) Personally, im aiming for all passes. Small realistic goals, as mr sara taught us soccer guys. Haha.

Seeing you smile
makes everything worthwhile

You're an angel
ordained from heaven
Simply amazing
Simply divine

Dreams do come true

Hey to all you peeps. Really sorry for not updating for these coupla days. Looks like i broke my resolution to update on a daily basis, pretty quickly. haha. So this whole week ive been going back to school to do revision, yeap, revision. Had to complete 5 full papers by today given only a week to complete it. By full i mean, paper 2 &3. Only managed to complete 4 full papers. That will do i guess. Realised today that theres about only a week left till the commencement of the block tests. So far ive only touched physics so looks like ive gota cram everything in this last week. thats gonna be interesting.

"Good things come to those who wait". I believe ive mentioned this phrase in one of my earlier posts and i thought its worth repeating. Good things do come to those who have the patience to wait things out. Though it may seem daunting and impossible at first, and also time-consuming, it doesnt matter because the outcome is sufficient reward to compensate for all the trials and tribulations that one had undergone.

If i had a penny for every time i thought of you, i'd be a very rich man

Always

Hey to all you peeps once again. Trying to update on a daily basis now. Lets see how long my resolution will last. Neways, spent the better part of the day studying, yes you heard me rite, studying. Did hci and ajc physics papers today. Makes YJC papers seem like a breeze. Still left vjc, njc and tjc papers 2&3 to complete by this friday. Nice 'holidays' its turning out to be. Will be going back to school tmr to do some studying and complete all the maths tutorials that i owe to the lovely ms ng. These include DE too. haha. Hope tomorrow's gonna be productive.

"Time and tide waits for no man" Cliche but true. Most cliches still apply even though they're overly used. Just as the ebb and flow of the tide, time will slowly but surely pass. Sometimes blindingly fast, and at times, painstakingly slow. Impossible as it may seem, one has to stop wallowing in self-pity, and get on with their lives. Even if one is unable to move on, one should never shackle others whom are trying to. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.

Will always be there
every tear
every smile
no matter what

Sheer Bliss

Sry guys for not blogging for the past couple of days. Nothing much happened besides the Sepak Takraw victory. The end of the 2nd week is fast drawing close, leaving only 2 weeks for block test revison. Must definitely work hard as this block test is like a mini prelim and i, and all the jC2s out there, cant afford to screw this up. Good luck to all of you guys in preparing for the coming block tests.

There are no words to describe love
When you have it, you trust it
You take a chance on it
Willing to do anything to keep it
No matter what the cost

Let the past be
deal with the change
move on
for god's sake

Helpless

Today was the semi-finals and the finals of the inter-house soccer tournament. To sum things up, we lost 1-0 at the semi-finals to the eventual champions, Seletar, and then lost 2-0 to Admiralty in the 3rd and 4th placing. Watched on helplessly as Fairoz scored from a freaking drop kick from one end to the other. Neways, we tried our best and maybe luck just wasnt on our side today.

Life is really unpredictable. Its amazing how things can change in an instant. Feel so helpless right now knowing that i cant do anything to make things better. Hope everything will turn out fine. Hope.

Im here for you

Bittersweet

Well, today was the inter-house soccer tournament. Pierce A did quite well i guess. 2 wins and 2 draws. We managed to qualify for the semi-finals tomorrow! Woohoo! Hope we can make it all the way to the finals. At least take something back from the last year here at YJ since the A division is over and done with. Tomorrow we will lift the name of Pierce to greater heights. Well actually, we will just be playing for glory. Haha. Good luck to all the other semi-finalists as well.
Had dinner with meifong and eunice. The unluckiest of things happened. Eunice lost her wallet today. She was really torn up about it and i felt so helpless as i could do nothing to get the wallet back. We lodged a report at the interchange and all we can do now is hope that a kind soul will return the wallet back to her. The feeling of helplessness of seeing bad things happen to good people and not being able to do anything to remedy the situation is indeed one of the worst feelings that one can experience.Sometimes all you can do is be there for them and help them through the bad times.

Sorry for dredging up the bad memories

Crossroads

Wow. I really like how happening my tagboard is rite now. haha. Come out booga khan all sia. neways, went to malaysia yesterday. Everytime i visit malaysia, i appreciate how modern and efficient singapore is. No offence to any malaysians, but i really think given the resources that the country has, im sure much more could be done to improve the country. Neways, went to jusco tebrau city which is sort of a mega mall i guess, about 3-4 times as large as tampines mall. haha. Ate at pizza hut and amazingly, the bill totalled about 70 plus ringgit which is about 35 bucks which is damn cheap considering that there were 4 people. Wanted to buy the ronaldinho tempo legend street soccer shoes but due to my brilliant luck, my size wasn't available. To compensate for that loss, i bought 2 shirts. Not exactly a good replacement but who 's complaining since my mom paid for everything. We are free-riders in our own ways.

Im at a crossroads in my life right now. Transitioning between teenagehood and the ever-approaching adulthood, student to soon-to-be national serviceman. Life is full of changes. What seperates the strong from the weak is the ability to deal with change and move on. Resilience is a trait which all of us should encompass in order to bounce back from the blows that life deals us and come back stronger to meet future challenges or changes head on. Everyone hopes that their dreams will come true. Well, i realised that good things come to those who wait.

Willing to wait till the end of time